Sometimes I just wish there was a way to go back to the past and tell yourself not to do something. Like there’s so much I could tell myself not to do in order to help me now. How naive is the young mind and how easily we let emotions and peoples words guide us instead of realizing we have our own voice.
The younger me should have been smarter and known how to handle situations. The younger me should have see the trouble coming. The younger me should have realized the voice within was stronger than anything or anyone else. The younger me should have been more intelligent. The younger me should have gotten further in life. If the younger me had known it could have saved me pain now.
Certain things should have been let go very early and they weren’t since I wasn’t intelligent enough back then. And to be honest it makes me feel ashamed of myself for being that dumb.
There’s no way for me to change my past but you best believe I will change my present and future. The younger me grew up.
I just hope that everyone else knows that I have changed.